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Sep. 26th, 2013 08:43 pmI took my lithium today after not having it for four days due to an inability to FIND the damn prescription in order to get it filled. Hopefully I'll get back to mentally and emotionally balanced soon, because I'm really not enjoying this whole depression spiral I've got going on.
I need to write. I have a bigbang fic due the 13th of next month and just, um... I'm at 8.2k out of a minimum 10k. This should not be as hard as my brain is making it. Because I've done 7k in one day before, so in theory 1.8k over the course of days shouldn't be that difficult.
"In theory" being the key phrase.
In actuality, my brain is just locking up.
But I still have basically two weeks -- I have to pretty much finish the thing a few days early due to vacation -- so I'm not actually panicking about that. Yet. (Just flailing, lol.) Because we all know I will sooner or later.
Speaking of writing! I kind of want to do a big prompt table of some kind, like both Mylia and Pesha are doing. Except I know that I will fail miserably at it, like I do every time I try a prompt table. This does not, however, keep me from wanting to try again.
In other news... vacation! I'm going out to Maryland again to visit![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
shadowcat, which is going to be fun. It's also going to be Tattoos For Everyone, because there's going to be five of us -- the two of us, her daughter, and two other friends -- getting tattoos. Kind of nervous, since it's my first one and I don't do well with needles or pain. But it's a pretty simple design, so I should be okay.
I need to write. I have a bigbang fic due the 13th of next month and just, um... I'm at 8.2k out of a minimum 10k. This should not be as hard as my brain is making it. Because I've done 7k in one day before, so in theory 1.8k over the course of days shouldn't be that difficult.
"In theory" being the key phrase.
In actuality, my brain is just locking up.
But I still have basically two weeks -- I have to pretty much finish the thing a few days early due to vacation -- so I'm not actually panicking about that. Yet. (Just flailing, lol.) Because we all know I will sooner or later.
Speaking of writing! I kind of want to do a big prompt table of some kind, like both Mylia and Pesha are doing. Except I know that I will fail miserably at it, like I do every time I try a prompt table. This does not, however, keep me from wanting to try again.
In other news... vacation! I'm going out to Maryland again to visit
shadowcat, which is going to be fun. It's also going to be Tattoos For Everyone, because there's going to be five of us -- the two of us, her daughter, and two other friends -- getting tattoos. Kind of nervous, since it's my first one and I don't do well with needles or pain. But it's a pretty simple design, so I should be okay.
